Monday, March 5, 2007

Days of Pain

Big Scary Tree
Big Scary Tree,
originally uploaded by cicidia.
I know that being active is good for me. But sometimes my capacities to do thing are so disimular from other "normal" people that I get frustrated by my own physical limitations. I have asthma, and it will always act up when I am trying to force my body to do things it should be capable of doing. Exercise induced asthma, dust, temperature, over-exertion bring on the huffing as i can not physically bring enough air into my lungs as much as I want to. I get exhausted by this and it makes me grumpy if I use the inhaler or other asthma remedies. I also suffer from fibromyalgia, a connective tissure dissorder which affects any tendon I might have. Strenous exercise is good for it, but it also makes the next day very painful to suffer through. I also have bad knees and a bad hip which prevent me from doing much up and down so when i do climb mountains, although beautiful and I do enjoy it at the time, its always buy now, pay later. I ofter don't have enough reserves to recover quickly enough from buy now pay later, especially with the anemia. The new tablets seems to be working out, but I've not seen any energy boost. I only hope that could be coming...

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