I had out of town training all week and upon my arrival home, my ex succummed from his cancer at 40 years old. Horrible and inconceivable as that was, his family banned me from the veiwing and funeral. My kids had to go alone, and I think it really affected my son. Neither of the two younger ones are talking about it. I am not sure what to do about it.
Wednesday the day before the veiwing of my ex, I awoke to find my kitty Kimiko passed away in her sleep. She was a very special kitty that I shared many hard and good times with and I will miss her every day.
Friday afternoon after the funeral, my car broke down, the transmission is shot so now I have to buy us a car.
Also on Friday, Bailey my other persian escaped and I can not find him. I only hope he comes home. My nerves are shot, my allergies are bad, and sometimes I feel so close to meltdown I can't stand it.
I hate car dealers, they descend on you like sharks. Fresh meat anyone.
And you wonder why I'm numb?!
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