I talked to my Dr today to schedule my surgery. It will be July 1st so I can have the holiday weekend to recuperate. Not looking forward to it..
Jeremy now has his K-1VISA and his ticket booked for May 20th. Finally! We have waited so long! So soon thank god, I won't be alone to shoulder so much stuff alone.
My father had his 3rd shot of interferon yesterday and he is tired but getting through it. Mom says his pneumonia is better, and he didn't seem to be hacking as much.
She (mom) funnily enough is now taking Strattera. If you don't know what it is or what its for, Google it. Its ironic because she never wanted my brother to be on Ritalin, which was the only one available back then. ROFL
After my patients today I went to see my ex. They have moved him from the CCU to a room, but I was shocked in how much weight he had lost in a week. He seemed glad to see me, however his father was there and he sneered and snarled the whole time. Made me feel a bit bad to be there, but I couldn't discuss important things when he was there so I will have to go back maybe next week. He doesn't look good and I am afraid he may not have that much longer.
Did I mention Jeremy will be here soon, at least I will have something pleasant to come home to. I've missed him so much and all of that plus all the other stuff I have been snorkeling in have just really really worn me down physically and mentally. I really do need him with me, despite other people's opinions and misgivings about the two of us. I know my family sees how happy I am when he is here, and all I can do is hope that soon anyone else willl fall in line, or fall out of my life.
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