Being an aspie has it limitations. Lots of which I am discovering just now. Seems the older I get, the worse some things have become. The things I was able to deal with as a younger person have become more difficult. I am more cranky. I meltdown much more easily. What I haven't decided is that is it because I know now that I am aspie? Or is it because I just don't care anymore because i know? Is this now my excuse? Or is this my road to self destruction?
Sunday, December 3, 2006
Anonomous Aspie
At work, I mask. Pretending that I'm all smiles and NT, working fast so I wouldn't have to deal with the public anymore than i have to. Answering the phone with a memorized speech and trying not to engage anymore than politely possible. The great pretender, a fake, a blot. I go home overloaded and overwhelmed and generally collapse into a fitful sleep.
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