Being an aspie has it limitations. Lots of which I am discovering just now. Seems the older I get, the worse some things have become. The things I was able to deal with as a younger person have become more difficult. I am more cranky. I meltdown much more easily. What I haven't decided is that is it because I know now that I am aspie? Or is it because I just don't care anymore because i know? Is this now my excuse? Or is this my road to self destruction?
Sunday, January 21, 2007
Hello Again, Its just me
I've spent this weekend in overload, with some sort of 24 hour bug... blech....
I've shed many tears over shockingly high and outrageous bills, and limited resources. A digestion system that would rather not cooperate with food, an irregular sleep schedule due to being ill and too many thoughts running through my head. I have no idea how I'm to pay a 500 dollar gas bill... I have no comprehension of how I could possibly use so much gas in 2 months. I'm scared and alone and exhausted. I should know how to be better than this. I guess I just don't have the skills to be on my own.
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