Happiness doesn't come in a pill...

Not enough you die, too many you die, wrong kind you die, sigh.
This keeps playing in my head. Don't know why....
Hemmorage (in my hands)

memories are just where you laid them
drag the waters till the depths give up their dead
what did u expect to find?
was it something you left behind?
dont you remember, anything i said when i said..

Dont fall away, and leave me to myself
Dont fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands

in my hands, again,
leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands...
leave love bleeding......

oh hold me now i feel contagious
am i the only place that you have left to go?
she cries her life is like, some movie black and white
dead actors, faking lines, over and over and over again she cries..

Dont fall away, and leave me to myself
Dont fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands

in my hands, again,
leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands...
leave love bleeding......love lies bleeding

and i watched as you turned away, you dont remember, but i do...
you never even tried

Dont fall away, and leave me to myself
Dont fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands

in my hands, again,
leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
ohhhhemmorage (in my hands)

memories are just where you laid them
drag the waters till the depths give up their dead
what did u expect to find?
was it something you left behind?
dont you remember, anythingi said when i said..

Dont fall away, and leave me to myself
Dont fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands

in my hands, again,
leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands...
leave love bleeding......

oh hold me now i feel contagious
am i the only place that you have left to go?
she cries her life is like, some movie black and white
dead actors, faking lines, over and over and over again she cries..

Dont fall away, and leave me to myself
Dont fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands

in my hands, again,
leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands...
leave love bleeding......love lies bleeding

and i watched as you turned away, you dont remember, but i do...
you never even tried

Dont fall away, and leave me to myself
Dont fall away, and leave love bleeding in my hands

in my hands, again,
leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
leave love bleeding in my hands, in my hands again
ohhhh... fuel

Seems no matter my intentions I screw up again. Least of all with the intended. I am so dysfunctional sometimes.... I want so much to do the right things when I am supposed to do them and not when my brain bloody well thinks it should. I have the best intention but no executive function. No drive, no rush, no worries. But i do have worries that haunt every second of my life and I drone them out as best I can doing mindless things. Maybe it'd be best if I remain mindless, then I wouldn't have guilt knocking on my soul every few minutes.