Being an aspie has it limitations. Lots of which I am discovering just now. Seems the older I get, the worse some things have become. The things I was able to deal with as a younger person have become more difficult. I am more cranky. I meltdown much more easily. What I haven't decided is that is it because I know now that I am aspie? Or is it because I just don't care anymore because i know? Is this now my excuse? Or is this my road to self destruction?
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
The curve of road
The curve of road
There are times when you are traveling up the road of your life and the road seems to veer from the direction you were taking. It is scary to not be able to see ahead and know that the road will be passable and friendly. That there are no monsters just around the next bend when all you had before was sunshine and happiness. Each diversion from your straight path is filled with dark twisty bends, and snarling noises in the dark. Life, has no guarantees. Nothing remains the same, there is always change. There is no mapquest for taking the right path or guide book to say this is what you must do. Of course, there are self help books and bibles that can help steer you. But the final choices are your own. Good or bad, you will live with and suffer any consequences as a direct result of your freedom to choose. Choose wisely, step firmly, turning back is not an option. Go forth bravely, with your heart in your hands, protect it if you must, but be not afraid to see your new future.
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